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6:01 AM

YOU SUCK !!!

I SUCK !!!

What i gonna do NOW!!!??? I am so upset....feel like BURSTING OUT IN TEARS!

Am i that sux!!!??? Can you PLEASE tell mii!? I don't want U to hid anything from mii...What i gonna do now!!!??? I am seeking help somewhere, somehow, and from someone that i can trust most(: ...I will get a answer pretty soon... But in the mean time, i hope you can reply the msg i send you... PLEASE don't aviod me...i am totally very fed up...I know you can choose not to GIVE A DAMM!!! But do you noe wat the opposite feels??? Perhaps some days, you will know...What i wanna to said is a simple SORRY~ but will you care?

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11:59 PM

Tis week might be a busy week for mii...but is a happy week to mii too^^ .

MOnday~ Rehersals. Rehersals & Rehersals...LOL...Student forum half way jiu can PON loh...Yipeee...HAHAH...Our dance people very unite lor, all sood up at the SAME time(: .

TUESday~ Okay, still rehersals lor, nothing special...LOL...can pon class at 12.15pm..hehe^^. LOL...quite tired lor, cus WEDNESday going to have actual performaces le...

WEDNESday~ Meet cher and went to school tgt...Since is jus 1blk frm my blk...LOL...met at 6.50am..she was late at bout 5min bah...): HAHAH...than juz went ot dance studio straight...nvr go to class.Help them to iron the costume...WAS FUN...cus plan smth to scared the teacher...JIAQI...alamak...Than went to UCC...have lunch @. there...But, i ate half of it than the other half i threw it away.NO appetiate): .But the dinner i finish up all(: .Than the performace was a sucessful one..WELL DONE DANCERS... THANKS THE THREE LAO SHI TOO...

Dancers~Huiyin,Xinhui,Shuwen,Amanda,Dorothy,

EySy,TingTing,Huihao,Meiwen,Stefanie,Shirley,Jiaqi,Jeraldine,Yunzhen,Singyee,Melissa,Weiting,Eustacia,Germaine,Crystal,Challene.

Laoshi~Ms Teh,Chen lao shi, Mrs Chen...

THURSday~ Went to school to take report book, was surprised that i am in top 10...and top20 in level..6/41 ~ 11/85

FRIdAy~I am bored...Stefanie is bored...Somthing BAD happened too): . Wasnt in a good mood...T.T

SATURday~He suddendly change...i apperciate it...hope that he will not turn cold to mii again...PLEASE(: .

SUNday~ OH MY GOD~~~~...blablabla...NOTHING ....holiday is so SUCKISH...

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6:30 AM

Holiday is so sucking...But if there is things to occupied urself to do, it wont be tat BORED.

Now than i realised that i have all the grade...

sub. Band.

H.E 1
Lit 2
MT 3
Eng 3
Geo 4
Math 5
Sci U

LOL, my math & science is so suckish...LOL...total 64.0%
Class position~ 6/41
Level position~ 11/85

Top10 in class, top20 in level but still not happy...cus got 1 ungraded...freecko T.T

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7:11 PM

Yestareday early morning go dance rm help them to iron the costume...hahas, can skip assembly.LOL .Lao shi said muz bfor 8.50am finish all the costume. Than me, jiaqi & shirley at 'bout 8.00am jiu finish le.Pro bah...after tat i suggest wan we play a prank on teacher that we still have 12costume nt finish ironing...hahas, but didnt succeed...cus when cher came in than we said until so real, but jiaqi cnnt control her laughter...so didnt succeed T.T ...so tired lor, the whole day at UCC ...is like, quite slacking there. The bondnig session was FUN!!! HAHAH...than went for the 1st rehersals at 9+ ...total got 3rehersals bah...TIRED...Than the rest of the time do the make up n tie the hair lor...haiix....i muz thanks lao shi lurhs, she helped me to finish my make up ..hahah...so lucky...than have our luch at UCC...i eat half of the food than throw away le...P.S urhs, nt wan waste food, but is, the food is so sucking...LOL...but the dinner was excellent...i finish all up...After dinner continue to slack until 7.30pm lor. Cus 7.30pm than the start of the cemerony mah...but our event is the last...than slack to 8.50pm like tat...haiix...everyone there was sleepy...zzz...than when is our turn, i don't feel any nervous leh...dunno why!? HAHAS, but i did smile (: . hahas...finally i smile ^^ .LOL...After that went bak to the dressing room n remove make-up, change out the costume...Is like, so the rush...FInale is 7minutes, than after the finale cher gave us another 7minutes for those who went for the finale...Phew...at least got some time to change n remove some of the make-up...After that went to wait for the bus to fetch us too school...is like, 'bput 10.15pm than reached school T.T so tired sia...than todae nid go school to get report book....phew, i thought i will be like position 11-20 onwards...when cher asked mii to see my own result, i am in the top 10....i got position 6/41 & 11/85...hahas....shall end here....

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5:14 AM

T I R E D ~

T I R E D ~

T I R E D~

Dunno wat i gonna do...very tired todae...plus tmw is the last rehersals n wed is the actual performaces le T.T luckily didnt make any mistake...actually have lah, todae rehersals got make abit of mistake...>.<.

BLAH BLAH BLAH...THAN....

Than rehersals is like we are the last to perform lor...alamak,i wait till wanna to sleep le...the afternoon n the wind is like, make me very tired n sleepy...but, didnt sleep lah...after the rehersals than lao shi said nt very good...after that, some poeple kana called for the finale mah, than some bo kana de jiu SLACK lor...hahas, hmmm....how said ar, started with huiyin isit??? Not sure leh...ehhh....nonono, is started with EHEMS school, they did some stun mah, as in, spilt n some sort of the dance de flexible de thing(:. than i n shirley n me cannt tahan lurh...so the stab...nvm, maybe they are just that PRO? Todae very pek chek lor, melissa didnt catch wat i am toking...haiiz....shall end my post here le....BYE BYE ...

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5:19 AM

( SHOULD BE POSTED YESTERDAY! (: Friday~ )

Yipeee....exam finally over! (: ...HAHAS...dunno how to describe the feeling lah, juz like, so the relax lor. Yesterday went for the prize giving, actually wanna to pon de, but miss wong saw me lor T.T Cus i not cmf whether i got take the awards anot.But my friend said i have, they also not that cmf. So i bout 7am than leave my house lor, plus is like so the embrassing and i abit not that feeling well lor. Than assembly at the quardrangle mah, than xueyi run to my place there than said i nid to go for the prize giving later...haix...i said i wan pon than she asy tell miss wong you never come lor. But, miss wong saw mii, bo bian, kana lor....sianz....Is like, i last year got take bfor sia, dunno why not even my turn yet, i shiver dao like siao...sianx...really shiver like, my skirt, u can see is moving...LOL...anw, get bak exam paper yesterday....Than i FAIL 2 subject T.T....math n sience...so the diffcult lor...But, my home-econ is like the highest! For the half of the year lah...Cus got the next batch of stutdent in the class taking home-econ after JUNE holiday !!! 79/100 ...YIPEEEE ^^ . HAHAS...anw, Mrs Thamo asked me to take F&N next year also...WILL be taking for sure ...But nid see i got interest in ART anot...HAHAS...Actually, got abitt of intrest in ART! Dunno leh, but for SURE is one thing~
I WONT BE TAKING D&T as a sub.
Is like, i sec1 HATE D&T like hell>>>
Really HATE it...but dunno, still pass....
This year tink will FAIL LIKE SHIT~
HAHAS
aNW, dun care so much lah....
OKAY~
SHALL END HERE(:

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6:20 AM

Chinese paper 1~ MIss out e date for the letter !

Chinese paper 2~ Idiot passage...wanna kill mii

English paper 1~ Rubbish!

English paper 2~ My summary T.T ....Gonna get a border line marks

Science paper 1 & 2~ MCQ rocks...Bio okay okay lah...Phy ehems...!

Geography~ OMG...Some ques i do bfor in my assessment (:

LiterAture~ Comfirm passs ...cus revise cher notes...

Math part 1~ Gonna die...

Home-econ~ Can Cope lah

Math part 2~Die le ...T.T

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10:39 PM

2 more paper to go

i MEAN...

2 more paper

AND

THAN

YEAHHHH....

JIAYOUS...~

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10:36 PM

2 more PAPER TO GO

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10:59 PM

Bored ...Bored...Bored... Tired...Todae mother day but Mum got work T.T ...hIAX...
wED~sORETHORAT
tHURS~ hEadache & flu
Fri~fever & cough
sat~ Fever
sun~ Slight fever

Dunno whether tmw still got fever mah...hopefully dun have le. Cus i dun want to absent for my exam...Plus if absent still nid a capsize of 70percant!? Dunno la...juz hope that tmw will be fine...ANw, happy mother day(: .

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6:20 AM

Tmw gonna be a very BAD day for mii...Especially in the Morning! Hatez it. );
Hiax...thanks singrui for lending mii the paper todae. HAHAH...todae i though no assembly sia. Cus yesterday didnt attend the assembly. Than almost late lurh. Sianx.
Than todae i damm tired de. P.E cher let us play volleyball, basketball and soccer. Volleyball are to let to the girls. LALALA. HAHAS. Than shirley ask mii to join their group. PHEW! My skill is like so sucking! But is fun la. HAHAH. Than todae got geo supp. wat the freeck lurh. DAmm tired de lor, still nid attend. Than go bak class put our H.E de stuff than go eat mah, some1 go and adjust the clock timing to 15min fast. LAUGHS~ I laugh like siao. Cus is damm the funny lurh. HAHAH...but, still kana caught by cher that the timing is wrong. Must follow her watch de timing. AHHH...but todae better lah, cus released quite early compared to the few geo. supp.
LOl...DAMM TIRED todae sia. shall end mny post here...byes...(:

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6:03 AM

First thing I gotta said is GEOGRAPHY SUCKS...!!! hATEZ geo to the MAX---
Just cant seem to concentrate on this subject! But my test is like didnt fail bfor...
Feb~87
Mar~64 & 93
Apr~68 & 73

The reason why i have this passing marks is because I revise the day bfor the test! Is like, you can die lor. I menroize the notes and the textbook highlighted notes till very sucking! Really cant stand it lah. The homewORk is like stack n stack...I also nid to revise sub. de sia. Not only entertaing my geo homework! Plus
is like , i can DIE DIE DIE!!!

Anw, skip tat freecking topic lurh! Spoilt my MOOD -___- . U noe, i very very the feel like giving up everything! Including my life! Dun feel like living in tis world lor. Is like , alot of problems for you to settle! Exams~ stress like hell...Cant seem to concentrate when having my friends with mii!!! Gotta revise my own than cna concentrate...LOL ): ...I with my friends is when i some question dun understand than i asked them! Cus they more PRO! hahas...SIANX LAH!!!

Below is something i wan to share with U!!!

~ I HOPE YOU CAN LEAVE ME ALONE

~ PLEASE DUN COME AND DISTURB MII

~ I DON'T REALLY APPERCIATE WHAT YOU HAVE DONE

~ YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE THAT GREAT

~ BECAUSE, I REALLY DON'T LIKE YOU

~ AND, I HATE YOU TO THE MAX

~ WE ARE NOT EVEN FRIENDS

~ NOT FRIENDS TO THE MAX

~ AND, PLEASE STOP BOTHERING MII!!!

Below is another post for the another person!
~ I HOPE YOU WOULD JUZ LOOK AT MII

~ WHICH I NOE IT IS DIFFCULT FOR U

~ I WILL RESPECT WAT YOU HAVE CHOSEN

~ BECAUSE I RESPECT YOU

~ I HOPE I DIDNT UPSET YOU

~ CUS IF I DID

~ I AM SORRY

~ REALLY SORRY

~ LET'S BE FRIENDS...

~~~~CUS THEY COLOUR UP YOUR LIFE...^^.

IF LIFE GIVES YOU A COLOUR PENCIL, DO REMENBER TO COLOUR UP UR FRIEND LIFE!!!

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6:17 AM

(A place where i use to write my toughts... my Diary!)

Haix...Early morning receive HEMA msg...Laugh~ miss her till like wat lor. Than todae went to jp library to study with Jiaqi,Shiqin,Shirley,Dingcheng & Mii(: .Hahax..Shirley damm the slow de. I waited her wait dao like siao loh. DAmm lot of people todae. Jp interchange crowded with teenagers. Than awhile i msg Hema where she is. Than she said she was at JP with Singrui...WTH, so the conindence lor! I was also at jp with shirley , shiqin n jiaqi(: .Having lunch there^^. Than i ask Hema where she is again...She told me that she and singrui went oto eat. Than when i ask where, she told me to GUESS...ANd, BINGO!!! I guessed correctly(: .HAHAS...after tat went to minitoon buy sweets...LOL...Than straight after minitoon went to Library.ANd than i message Hema again...She told me she wan go library also...Hhahas.DAmm the funny lor.LAUGHS~ than went to library liao damm idicotic lor.The libraian was like...GIVE UP UR SEATS ...WHO WAN TO OFFER THE SEATS TO TIS CHILDREN....I was like...wat the...Cant u juz get lost!? Hahas. Cus the child there has already has a chair that she use it as a table...LOL...and there was so many people there the libraian go aim us to offer the seats. DAMM IT! Nah, dun wan to tok abt this topic again>.< . After tat i message hema which level are they now.She told me the highest de.I was like okay, we are at the second level...Than awhile she was like dunno pop out from where.Cus we saw her...Abt wan go tat time, JUnwei n Ice dunno pop out from where ...Came and ask whether wan go SAFRA LAN mah....But didnt go lurh...Cus dun feel like going.Dunno they got go mah.Hck lurh! After tat study finish le go jp slack...Haix.Follow jiaqi to buy shoes.THAN follow shirley to popular.After tat they said wan go arcard play.I dun wan so i went bak library alone and find hema na dsingrui to crap.! HAHAS. Finally meet her le. ^^. LOL...and is like, dAMM bored.After tat went to jp again. Cus hema say wan to buy foolscape paper.LOL...than is like i walk with them than i go my way ...Cus nid go home...okay...that all for todae le.Nth much le...Bye all

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5:52 AM

Bored! Damm bored! really nothing better to do. Actually wanna go jp todae de. But feel like stating at home . Becasue wan use com in e afternoon. So, at last, stay at home...LOL. Yesterday at night cried sia. Damm upset T.T . HAIx...but, does he knows? I don't know.LOL. Just feel like I isn't suitable living in this world. Maybe the world without me will be BETTER (: . hAIX...FEel like messaging him. But must control. hahas. Cus i know, thing will get BETTER ...^^. Cheerup stefanie (: .

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5:20 AM

Starting of the new month again.Hema was in malaysia...and we are the same lor.Bet she noe why lA...Cus we chatted awhile in the afternoon(: ...my mood was like abit better only.That was hurting, and i am hurt...Deeply hurt.I dunno why there is lies in between.And i cant understand why i just didnt belive at the first pLACE.I dunno am i right go wrong.

~2 choice were given to mii...Let Go , or Hold on?
~I choose both. Becasue i belive in miracle ^^ ...Miracle is part of my life ... But, the most important is i must go achieve it...But, not the way of snatching. Cus, i wan to show self - respect to myself. I must learn to control. Everything juz gone like tat ): .I know i must go achieve it....I muz learn to achieve it, cherish wat i have . Not wait till everything is gone than ...ehems.

Plus, all out there, stop asking me thing bout relationship. The only person i share my secret is the one who noe my secret. If u doensn't noe wat i mean, forget it. Cus u aren't the person . So, stop asking me okay.If you choose to ask, i will choose not to answer.

ANW, BACK TO WAT I WAN SAY. eVerything is gone.Haix...But i dun blame anyone.Cus i belive i will Do better.Since yesterday, i learn to let go. Hema taught me(: . She's the one that cheer up me.LOL...2more week to exam. Still slacking lor mii...Not really tat slack lurh, cus i got study de also. HhAHAS...Plus till now, i only done my math worksheet finish.Left some question undo..Cus dunno how to do wor.Than english lazy to do sia.Geo currently rushing.Science havent touch till.It's still in my bag.HAHAS.

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